Déjà vu

It's a
fearful symmetry of time
all seems to have happened before
the way my life turns wrong again, again!
The everpresent - nevermore...

Rewind and play again,
you know the story too well
and all their eyes are waiting for signs to show
Pick up the melody,
you once had learnt it by heart
a sudden change of all that's true...

The distant fear of what's yet to come
still insecurity and choked replies
seconds run by and find no end, no end!
What if this moment never dies?

Rewind and play again,
you know the story too well
and all their eyes are waiting for signs to show
Pick up the melody,
you once had learnt it by heart
a sudden change of all that's true

My Déjà vu...

Much to My Regret

How could I ever dare to trust you?
I cannot try. I never will.
You've had your ways, and I had mine
nothing to care about, that's fine
Why do you turn around and say you want my truth?

It wasn't meant to be that way
and now you try to turn back time...
A foolish game. Useless to ask,
but
would you?
would you?

Don't tell me that you've changed
I won't believe
I can't believe
it isn't true.
There's no exception to your rules.

It wasn't meant to be that way...

Demo und Arrangement: Kai Mekelburg
Text und Melodie: Nora B. Hagen
Aufgenommen am 7. 01. 2007

Stutter

I feared your sorrow
wasn't fit for the task
to meet your eyes
You stared
right into my soul

I can't even say
don't look at me like that
And I
can't even say
I didn't want it
at all

I stutter
everytime I need those words
to explain
myself
I stutter
there's a void in this brain
that empties all thoughts

A faded promise
irreversibly lost:
It's all been done.
No more
all those fearful lies

I just didn't want you
to see me
like this
and I
didn't want you
to know about it at all...
- not now...

I stutter
everytime I need those words
to explain
myself
I stutter
there's a void in this brain
that empties all thoughts...

Demo und Arrangement: Kai Mekelburg
Text und Melodie: Nora B. Hagen
Aufgenommen: 29. 11. 2006